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. so this how it feels to actually want to forget someone. i have no idea why you came back but life works in stange ways, its not like I was planning on doing this all over again. what will it take this time? will you need to hurt me as much as you know I've been last time. its in these akward moment when I have absolutly no clue why I go for the ones who will surely hurt me. its just how it goes with me. you hurt me once, I hurt you more and for that I am honestly sorry, I guess its just karma. its just my mested up mind finding things where they dont belong, you didnt mean to put them there. all I can do is pretend that im happy for you and hope you believe me. because its too late, my fault, my lost. I cant change this, I could never take it back. and now I cant change your mind.
I want to give you something I've been wanting to give you for years, my heart .
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make it go away, please.